This is the reason I'm not married
Tuesday, November 27, 2018
Hollisteristic.com - Today I'm even 30 years old, but I don't have a partner yet not because I'm a voter, not because I'm not grateful. I will never forget that afternoon in my life, why am I not married? The reason is one because I still love my first love. It's stupid what makes me destroy my own life for the sake of that man
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| This is the reason I'm not married |
The reason I'm not married is because I'm waiting for him whom I love, surely you guys ask you guys to date, but aren't you married? No, I love him in silence without him knowing who knows only my friends and God. This is a crazy thing about my obsession with him, he is a man who is good at cheerful but rather intovert.
This is so crazy that I am close to my first love, but I realize I do not deserve to be with him I try to match him with my good friend, this is very crazy, my good friend knows my feelings, my good friend does not want but I forced and I ciye-ciyein it turned out to be true my friend's baper, just a long time ago there was no more news about them in my heart I am glad I turned out to be a failure, maybe I really did not intend to match them.
After more time I did not meet, it turned out that my best friend and man, I heard, planned a proposal and wanted to get married, my feelings were destroyed in ruins, this is my mistake to open the door of love for them and this is the reason I haven't married because until this moment I still expect men man.
The stupid thing I did as long as I breathed and this life I made mistakes too much hope for humans, I am hurt by my own actions I blame the situation that has happened, I'm embarrassed by my age where all my friends are married and have children while I'm not clear because I expect that love.
Now that I am doing this self-improvement, I learned sincerely for this decision that life does not stop here, I must immediately move on from all of them.
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A few months I prayed istiqoroh and prayed God listened to me, I met a man I never thought when at home my brother held a thanksgiving I met his son's aunt friend who happened to be the same age and had not married, apparently without me knowing my family was planning this and all I was never expected to be so happy and run two months later we were married at a hotel in Bandung.
Hoping to humans will be disappointed when we hope with the creator not to be asked all that is granted, thank God.